I'm so tired..

A girl who always cry, who always smile..

I don't know what's wrong inside me that makes me feel this kind of pain..

It feels like i'm alone and no one's here for me..

Yes, i always give my all to reach my goals but then again i always fall..

Each and everytime i try to climb up, i always end up falling down..

Maybe it's not the right time for me to do what i want..

If not.. when? when is the right time..

Do i have to wait for a long time to touch everything..?
To tell everything ? Or to be with someone?
Someone who loved me the Most..
Someone who really deserves my praise and love..
Someone who can teach me to be pure?
To love all people like how He loved them ?

I don't think i can make it 

My heart is too tired .. my mind thinks nothing..

Nothing but the pain and the memories..

That will never happen again.?

If i were given a chance to go back to the past..

You know i will..

I will leave everyone .. just to be with the Lord..

I'm tired of being myself..

I'm tired of doing nonsense earthly things for people..

I'm tired of everything.. 

I'm tired. Really tired :'(