I cried in pain II

really , i don't know why i got this kind of dream..
No, it's not a dream, it's a nightmare..
and it's getting bad day by day.

Those teary eyes each and every night..
I don't know what's the reason behind these..
I can't stand it..

After all t'was just a dream,

But I have nothing to do but cry..

Cry and cry..

Seeing someone in your dream..
Seeing yourself in that dream..
Seeing yourself as a nonsense person..
seeing yourself thrown by your loved one in reality..
It's really hard..

I woke up 2:am realizing He's just beside me..

Sleeping tightly..

But then again i can't help but cry..

i still remember those dreams..

Wishing that it would not happen in reality..
I pray ...That it will not happen..

It will not, it would not..

I don't want to cry like that..

I thought it was just a dream,

But when i woke up..

Why do i have these tears in my eyes?