Wala akong maisip.

Kahit sabihin kong wala, alam kong mayroon. Nasanay lang akong feeling ko wala akong iniisip...

That feeling.. <3

Paalam.

Di ko alam kung bakit bigla ko na lang naisip yung title nito. Ang mahalaga may title. Hehehe.
Naisip ko lang ulit.. ( mahilig talaga ako mag-isip ), Bakit kaya sa dalawang taong nagmamahalan kailangan may isang nagpapaalam? Hindi ko naman nilalahat, yung mga naghihiwalay lang okay?
Ibig kong sabihin, bakit nga ba minsan humahantong sa hiwalayan ang lahat?


Meron akong mga alam na dahilan at ang ilan sa mga ito ay:

Di pagkakaintindihan. Kadalasan sa mga magkasintahan kasi hindi magkaintindihan. Yung tipong nag-aaway na nga nagsusumbatan pa. Kung pwede nga lang silang dalawa magsuntukan eh ginawa na nila.
Mahirap kapag may karelasyon kang hindi marunong umintindi/umunawa. Napakahirap. Sa isang relasyon naman kasi dapat talagang buo ang tiwala niyo sa isa't - isa, Unless, hindi mo talaga siya mahal.

Pride.  Pride Chicken. Ito yung pritong manok diba? Sa sobrang hilig ng magkarelasyon kakakain ng pride chicken, inaapply na rin nila sa ugali nila. Sana kung ma-pride yung isa sana unawain na lang ng isa di ba?
Mahirap kasi yung nasa isang relasyon ka tapos nagpapataasan kayo ng pride. Walang mangyayari sa buhay niyo, sinasabi ko sa inyo.

Selos.  Natural lang sa tao yung magselos pero kung yung pagseselos mo eh sobra na, aba! kakaltukan na kita. Hindi maganda sa isang relasyon yung nagseselos. Love is all about TRUST. Paano magkakaroon ng magandang outcome yung relasyon ninyo kung hindi niyo lang rin naman kayang pagtiwalaan ang isa't isa. Kung yung isa eh lalabas lang para magtrabaho pero ang takbo ng isip mo magkikita sila ng babae niya kahit wala naman. Wew! Lupet mo pre! Ikaw na! Pero may mga nagsasabi na kung sino pa daw yung sobrang maghinala yung pa daw yung may ginagawa. Ewan ko, pero tingin ko hindi naman ganun yun. Nasa tao pa rin yon.
 Third party. Sa lahat ng party, ito naman yung nakakagigil. eto yung party na parang masarap manggulpi.
Bakit nga kasi may mga tao na may karelasyon na nga, mahilig pang sumali. Ang pagiging magkasintahan hanggang dalawa lang yan, isang babae at lalaki, lalaki at babae, pero minsan may mga bakla at lalake, tomboy at babae, sana meron ding bakla at tomboy. Hehe. Tandaan. ang pag-ibig ay sagradong bagay. Walang joke-joke. Minsan yung mga third party pa yung makakapal yung mukha. Lakas trip lang di ba?
Sila na yung nang- agaw sila pa yung malakas yung loob. Pero sana wag na nating gawin yun. Si Lord naman kasi may nilaan talaga siya para sa'yo, kaibigan, wag kang magmadali kasi kaya hindi pa niya binibigay sa'yo yun dahil alam niyang hindi ka pa handa. Hoookey???


Pagod. Simpleng salita. Pagod.. hindi naman mawawala sa isang relasyon yung trabaho, responsibilidad. At ikaw, dahil nagmamahal ka, o dahil mahal mo siya kailangang panindigan mo lahat ng salitang binitiwan mo sa kanya. Magkaroon ka ng isang salita. Kasi kapag puro ka na lang pangako at dumating na ang panahon na nagsasawa na siya sa mga pangako mong walang natupad kahit isa, bibitaw yan. Kahit gaano ka pa niya kamahal. Hindi lang sa pagtatrabaho napapagod ang tao. Sa pag-ibig din.

Mga anak ng Meant to be. Eto naman yung mga taong mahal ang isa't isa pero mukhang hindi sila ang nilaan para sa isa't isa. Gets niyo ba ko? hehe. Ewan ko huh, pero may mga ganito talagang magkasintahan. Nakakatanga lang 'no kasi alam nilang may nararamdaman sila para sa isa't isa pero hindi pwede. bakit? Hindi ko rin alam, Pwedeng mag kamag- anak sila (e.g, magpinsan, mag-ama , maglola)  yung mga ganung bagay. o kaya naman kaya hindi kayo pwede kasi ex mo yung bestfriend niya at may usapan sila na hindi kayo mag.gegerlpren ng iisang babae. ( A crazy little thing called headache) o kaya naman kaya hindi pwede kasi 40 years ang agwat ninyo? May ganun ba? o kaya naman anak siya ng tatay mo sa labas na hindi pinapasok. Basta marami pang dahilan. Pero kung tutuusin kung tadhana na ang naglalayo sa inyo, bakit hindi na lang kayo sumabay sa agos ng buhay? May mas mabuti at mas karapat-dapat pa na taong nakalaan para sa iyo.


Mga kaibigan, kakulangot at kasipon, lagi po nating tatandaan na ang pag-ibig ay hindi basta basta.
Hindi ito  yung bagay na napakadaling gawin para sa atin.



Magandang umaga po sa inyo :))
at dahil maganda ang umaga ngayon, magbabahagi ako ng isang napakapalpak na video cover na pinamagatang PAALAM. Pasensya na sa boses at itsura ko. Mahal ang suklay dito eh.

And all you feel now is the scarlet of the day.

Middle of nowhere, finally you can breathe,
Nobody knows Your name, It's easier.

Shut your eyes tightly, Clench your fists til' they almost bleed.
Cautiously, lightly Gently exposed what's underneath.

And all you feel now is the scarlet of the day,
Even it's real, you can't stay

So there you go, You're gone for good,
So there you go, You're gone for good.

Your mind is swollen,
From months of thoughts without release..
They've taken their toll on you..
This very moment of
timid and fragile honesty
Is precious and rare feeling...

Lifehouse :)

One of my favorite songs from Life house :)




BLIND.

EVERYTHING.

(I have this skit too :D )

YOU AND ME.

You Got Me!

One of my favorite songs because of Yeng Constantino :))

Hope you'll Like it too!

I have here the Original version of course by Ms. Colbie Caillat

and a cover by Ms. Yeng Constantino :)

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes

I can't pretend though i try to hide

but i like you, i like you...

I think i felt my heart skip a bit

I'm standing here and i can hardly breathe 

You got me, Yeah , You got me...

The way you take my hand is just so sweet

And that crooked smile of yours

It knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup i need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up . I give in.

I let go. Let's begin

Cause no matter what i do

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you

I can't imagine what i'd be like

Living each day in this life

Without you, without you

One look from you i know you understand

This mess we're in

you know, is just out of hand

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup i need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up . I give in.

I let go. Let's begin

Cause no matter what i do

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you

I hope we always feel this way

I know we will

and in my heart i know that 

You'll always stay

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup i need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up . I give in.

I let go. Let's begin

Cause no matter what i do

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you

Oh, I just can't get enough

Find my stoup i need to fill me up

It feels so good it must be love

It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up . I give in.

I let go. Let's begin

Cause no matter what i do

Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you

Oh (oh) You got me

Oh (oh) You got me

^_______________________^

Why worth the wait?

This song will help you think WHY WORTH THE WAIT.



I can see your heart is yearning, everything is so unclear
Is the answer ever coming, After all these years..


It's not an easy feeling, Sometimes it feels unfair
But He knows just what He's doing With unanswered prayers
so Hold on it's worth the wait, Just keep believing
God has perfect timing never early, never late,
It takes a little patience and it takes a lot of faith
But it's worth the wait.. :)

Your biggest fan :)

I'm a real big fan of yours,
but i'm quite a joke to you..

But boy it wasn't a joke when you kissed me in your room
and replied i love you too

I'm a little bit insecure
from all of this mistreatment , but see i'm workin' it out
But workin' it out is so damn hard when you're alone

Sha da da da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da da da

I am running out of words to say to you..
Wondering why am i wasting my time..

Thinking back and wondering why
i'm such a fool for loving you..


And i get to the point
where all i wanted for for us to make up
but it's not that easy
Cause boy you move on so quickly
Keeping a boy like me at the edge of his seat..

and iknow everything you do is all about your
perfect image, well i hope this song,
it helps your image..



Sha da da da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da da da
I'm so over you now


I am running out of words to say to you..
Wondering why am i wasting my time..

Thinking back and wondering why
i'm such a fool for loving you..

*Rap
and i was the one who thought i was strong
Well, you proved me wrong
Now i'm singing along every song
on the radio i don't wanna go..
come on baby tell me something i wanna know..
Now wanna see what is on my mind
because slack of motivation is taking over my time
and i'm sick of trying


I am running out of words to say to you..
Wondering why am i wasting my time..

Thinking back and wondering why
i'm such a fool for loving you..

He's cute,right? :D

I  loved his songs because of the uniqueness of his melody and the way he speak and raps ..:D

Yikes!

Valentines day na po..

Hindi pa naman puno ang schedule ko, pero for those who want to fill it..
haha Okay lang:D


Just call or text me at this no. :
+639326383455


I'm not looking for a date, okay?
i'm looking for Gigs! 
Kung sino po yung mga magpaparequest ng harana for his/her loved one
Just contact me..Okay?
Thanks :))

Have a smile in your heart!! :)

PS.: FOR ACOUSTIC ONLY :)

Sounds good for Valentine

I found this on Youtube while listening to some music and i heard it romantic and it's really good for valentine date :)

It sounds relaxing, and it will make you feel inlove :)

Right Here Waiting Sax Quintet :)

but wait!, there's more :))

Love Song - Kenny G 

Just pay attention to the music :) haha 

Nothing's Gonna change my love for you..

I wish i could have a date with this cute guy :)
btw, A thousand years, by Christina Perri 

  

I don't know why i love musics and instruments :)
I'm so addicted to it..

It fills me up, it lightens me up :)

I hope you enjoy your valentine date with your loved ones :)
Happy Heart's Day !

Spread LOVE!!

Dahil mahal kita..

Kaytagal ko ng gustong malaman mo..
Kung gaano kahalaga dito sa puso ko
Sa bawat sandali, ika'y laman ng isip ko dahil sa'yo lamang umikot ang mundo :)

Mahal kita , sana ay malaman mo,
Kahit gaano katagal ako'y maghihintay sa'yo
Mahal kita , sana'y tandaan mo..
kahit gaano katagal
Ikaw pa rin ang nasa isip ko .. ^__________^

I'm so sick..

i will break into your thoughts, 

with what's written on my heart..

i will BREAK! BREAK!

i'm so sick infected with, where i live

let me live without these empty bliss, selfishness 

I'm so sick..

If you want, more of this

we can push out, sell out, die out,

So you'll shut up..

and stay sleeping with my screaming 

in your itching ears

I'm so sick infected with, where i live let me live without these

empty bliss, selfishness.

I'm so sick..

Hear it, i'm screaming it

You're heeding to it now..

Hear it , i'm screaming it..

You tremble at the sound

You sink into my clothes,  this invasion makes me feel

Worthless, hopeless, sick!

i'm so sick infected with, where i live

let me live without these empty bliss, selfishness 

I'm so sick..

Now you're just somebody that i used to know.

But you didn't have to cut me off

make out like it happened and that we were nothing

I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

i guess that i don't need that though

NOW YOU'RE JUST SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW!!!

Broken sonnet ~~

And now i concede the night

on this fifteenth song

Of melancholy, Of melancholy

And now i will admit in this fourth line

That i love you, i love you..

I don't care what they say

I don't care what they do..

Cause tonight i'll leave my fears behind

Cause tonight i'll be right at your side

Lie down right next to me..

Lie down right next to me..

And i will never let go.

 i'll leave my fears behind

Cause tonight i'll be right at your side

Lie down right next to me..

Lie down right next to me..

And i will never let go.

But still i see the tears from your eyes

maybe i'm not just the one for you..

Alaala.. :)

Another song by Ms. Yeng Constantino..

Ang galing niya gumawa ng kanta no :)
So i have here her new song titled ALAALA.




Alaala, Alaala, Alaala
Bawat araw ay nag.hihintay sa'yo
Dala-dala ang pangarap na hindi nabuo
Bawat alaala mo'y nagbabalik
Hindi pa rin malimot ang mga sandali


Nagbabakasakali na muli kang magbalik
Sana nama'y iyong marinig
At kung sakaling lubusang mawala 
'Wag naman sana..

* Nasaan ka na ba?
Kanina pa ako nag.iisa
 Nasaan ka na ba.
Samahan mo naman ako
Sinta..

 Alaala, Alaala Alaala

 Takbo ng oras ay kaybagal antayin
Darating kaya tanong ng aking isip
Nakatulala sa isang tabi
Hindi maisip kung ano ang gagawin

Nagbabakasakali na  hindi pa huli
Sana nama'y iyong marinig

At kung sakaling lubusang mawala..
Wag naman sana..


*Nasaan ka naba
Kanina pa ako nag.iisa
Nasaan ka naba 
Samahan mo naman ako
Sinta

Sayang naman kung mawalay pa
Tuluyan na bang mawawala
Asahan mong maghihintay parin



*Nasaan ka naba
Kanina pa ako nag.iisa
Nasaan ka naba 
Samahan mo naman ako
Sinta


*Nasaan ka naba
Kanina pa ako nag.iisa
Nasaan ka naba 
Samahan mo naman ako
Sinta

When God made you, he must have been thinking about me :)

A song by Natalie Grant/ Newsong :

This is a Christian Song of love  <3

I always cry whenever i hear this song..

Such a lovely and meaningful song..

Enjoy! 

It's always been a mystery to me.

How two hearts can come together

and love could last forever

But now that i have found you i believe

That the miracle has come

when God sends the perfect one..

now gone are all my questions about why..

and i've never been so sure of anything in my life..

Oh i wonder what god was thinking

when He created you..

i wonder if He knew Everything i would need

Because He made all my dreams come true..

When God made You, He must have been thinking about me..

I promise that wherever you may go

Whatever life may lead you

With all my heart i'd be there too..

And from this moment on i want you to know

i'll let nothing come between us

and i will love the one's you love..

Now gone are all my questions about why

and i've never been so sure of anything  in my life..

Oh i wonder what God was thinking when He created You..

I wonder if He knew everything i would need

because He made all my dreams come true

When God made you he must have been thinking about me..

He made the sun He made the moon 

to harmonize a perfect tune..

One can't do without the other 

They just have to be together

And that is how i know it's true 

You're for me and i'm for You

And my world just can't be right without you in my life..

Oh i wonder what God was thinking when He created You..

I wonder if He knew everything i would need

because He made all my dreams come true

When God made you he must have been thinking about me..

<3 <3 <3

Everyone needs a little..

Come all you weary and you broken..
come to the table of the Lord..
Come sing the song of the forgiven
come may your burden on the worth..



Come and find, 

Every one needs a little..



Every one needs a little ..

And a song to sing in the darkest night..


And life ..


Even when i get you 

Will turn it all around but..

Is the greatest of these..
Every one needs a little..






(Yeay! )

When i'm about to give up..

In every circumstances..
In every problem..
in every weakness..
in every pain..
in every storm..
Remember that the Lord is always with you 
For He will never leave us, nor forsake us..



*i just wanna share this inspiring song from Kari Jobe.
This song is for those who loses their hope in every aspects of their lives..
Enjoy!

Wish it could be easy, Why is life so messy

Why is pain a part of us..

There are days i feel like nothing ever goes right

Sometimes it just hurts so much..

But You're here , You're real.

I know i can trust You..

**

Even when it hurts, Even when it's hard

Even when it all just falls apart..
I will run to you
cause i know that You are..
Lover of my soul , Healer of my scars

You steady my heart..
You steady my heart..

**

I'm not gonna worry
i know that you got me

right inside the palm of Your hand

Each and every moment, what's good and what gets broken
happens just the way You planned..


but You're here, You're real

i know i can trust You

** Even when it hurts,
Even when its hard
Even when it all just falls apart

I will run to You, Cause i know that You are
Lover of my Soul, Healer of my scars

You steady my heart

You steady my heart..

And i will run to You
and find refuge in Your arms

and i will sing to You

cause of everything You are..

** 

You steady my heart..

You steady my heart..

**

Even when it hurts

Even when its hard

Even when it all just falls apart

I will run to you
Cause i know that You are 

Lover of my soul , Healer of  my scar...

You steady my heart.. <3

`Love is Waiting

This is one of my favorite Christian love songs from Brooke Fraser..
and yes.. i've dedicated this to a person thousands of years ago..
lol, just kidding. the song was just beautiful..
just have to read between the lines and understand what the singer wants to say.. 
So.. enjoy watching and put some comments :D 
Thanks.. Godbless..

in the autumn on the ground

between the traffic and the ordinary sounds

i am thinking signs and seasons

while the north wind blows through

i watch as lovers pass me by

walking stories who's and how's and why's

musing lazily on love, pondering you..

i'll give it time, give it space

and be still for a spell

when it's time to walk that way we wanna walk it well

--

I'll be waiting for you baby

i'll be holding back the darkest night

Love is waiting till we're ready

'til it's right..

love is waiting..

--

That's my caution not the cold

there is no other hand that i would rather hold

The climate changes and

i'm singing for strangers about you..

Don't keep time, slow the pace

Honey hold on if you can

The bets are getting surer now

That you're my man..

--

i'll be waiting for you baby

i'll be holding back the darkest night

love is waiting til we're ready..

'til it's right

--

I could write a million songs

about the way you say my name

i could live a lifetime with you

and then do it all again

and like i can't force the sun to rise

Or hasten summers start

Neither should i rush my way into your

heart..

--

I'll be waiting for  you baby

i'll be holding back the darkest night

love is waiting til we're ready..

til its right..

Love is waiting...

--