I can show you i'll be the one..

Cause you're my.. 

:)

I just don't understand them..

It's really hard pleasing them...

Really really hard..

But there comes a time.. 

I realized.. that someday..

Someday.. You will finally understand me..

And i can't wait for that :))

Continue..

..Yeah, I don't know, I guess i've learned  a lot this year...
But i think i'm still in a "work in progress".
I'm far from there.. but at least  I'm on my way..

Why worrying is a Failure?

-Trevin Wax-

"Don't be a worry wart!" people say.. and those of us prone to anxiety promptly begin worrying about worrying too much.

I know the feeling. I worry too. I'm not the "lie awake at night" kind of person. But i notice that when i had a lot on my plate, I give an inordinate amount of attention to little details. Worry consumes me in a variety of ways, I lose patience quickly, I snap at my wife and kids.. or I lose my sense of empathy for others. Worry turns my focus to me.


For  a while, i thought worry was caused by my failure to SEEK FIRST THE KINGDOM.  If i would only fix my eyes on Jesus more, then i would stop worrying. I i would only think about the kingdom more, then anxiety wouldn't be an issue.

Certainly, those who are seeking first the kingdom above all things are not preoccupied with food and drink, and clothing ( as Jesus says in the sermon of the Mount) And yes, seeking the Kingdom first is a good action plan if we find ourselves worrying.

But seeking first the kingdom comes after we are being sought by the King. The root cause of worrying is not misplaced priorities. It's misplaced faith.
It's failure to grasp Gospel of God worthy of our trust.

So worry shows up whenever my view of God is diminished and my view of myself gets too big. I worry because my vision of God is skewed. I rest when my vision is fixed.

God's grace and mercy is sustaining us too. Everything we have comes from God's hand. Salvation belongs to the Lord. And the powerful God who saved us is the loving Father who sustains us.

When I reflect on the gospel of a priceless Savior giving his all for undeserving sinners like you and me, then I am assured that our value in the eyes of God does not shift with the economic tides. Our worth is not measured in what we do for God, but what God has done for us.

This is God the Father who sent his only Son to the cross that we deserved.

This is God the Son who willingly took on flesh, lived among us, and died in our place.

This is God the Spirit who prompts our hearts and brings us back into unending fellowship with our Maker.

It is the costly actions of God that give us our value.

In these difficult times, we - the people of God's kingdom - need to be reminded of our true citizenship and true identity. The uneasiness of worry surfaces in our hearts when we lose sight of the gospel of God's grace to the undeserving. Failure to grasp the gospel is what causes us to take our eyes off the kingdom and forget who we are in Christ.

United to Christ, we are part of a royal family. Our older Brother is the King of the world.

Away from our comfort zone.

"Remember prisoners as if you were prison with them"
"Remember those who are mistreated you as if you were being mistreated." - Hebrews 13:3



They say the book of Acts is the only unfinished book in the Bible. Yes it is, because the story still goes on.

In china, most of the people have never heard the Bible. For 200 people, one Bible, That sucks.
A visitor pastor told us that 20 years of his life, He has never known God of a Jesus, and he worship Mao Ze Dong. He only found out about the Bible when he was in his college's basement library.
He found it at the Banned books Section. and it was under Western Pornographic Material, see! that's how they see the Bible!
He begged his professor to read it and He was given two weeks, so he copied the whole thing. Bibles are being smuggled to China, and yes, in this instance can we only say, smuggling can be holy.

What sucks more is whatever happen to Paul and the Apostles in the book of Acts is still continuing.
There are chinese people preaching and people worshiping God  and they get imprisoned for it.

The prisoners who were released from 3 year to 15 years sentences gave their testimonies, and it's amazing. Because they were singing in prison, like the old times, Praising Jesus.

The call of this note is simple. If these Chinese people can preach about God to other people and are not afraid of imprisonment, WHAT ARE WE FEARING THAT KEEPS US FROM PREACHING ABOUT OUR GOD?

Let's preach now with more vigor, with no fear of rejection, for with preaching do we not only glorify His Name, but we get used to SAVE PEOPLE. :)

And let's pray for the people in prison for their faith that they may glorify His Name and they may be released.

Good morning :)

:) i just saw this picture on facebook earlier  and i just
 wanna share it with you because i've been like this until now :)
I just don't know where to go..
I just want to cry, again? ? hahaha!
but somehow i need to be happy ..

Girls :)

Yes, I'm a girl..


I push doors that clearly say PULL.

I laugh harder when i try to explain why i'm laughing.

I walk into a room and ... why i was there???? LOL.

I count on my fingers in my math class.

I try to accomplish things with time still on a small microwave.

I wish for love every 11:11.

I lie sometimes to hide the pain.

I say it's a long story when it's really not.

I fall inlove too hard too fast.

But all i want is to be with You forever.


YES- imma girl..

BUt it's more than it seems..



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